The magical float.
I swam today for the first time in a long time.
Being overweight most of my life I had forgotten the feeling of weightlessness.
In meditating on weightlessness I think about all of the heaviness I carry in my life.
The weight of guilt.
The weight of shame.
The weight of not enough-ness.
The weight of insecurity.
The weight of regret.
The weight of fear.
I wonder.
How does that weight manifest in my life?
Is it possible that the excess weight I carry as fat in my body is somehow connected to these emotional weights I struggle to let go of?
Or as hard?
Either way, floating today reminded me of the magic of trust and surrender.
I trust that the water will support me. I surrender the tension in my body.
I float.
Is it possible for this magic to work in life?
Can I trust the Universe to support me?
Can I surrender the negativity and fall into love?
Maybe…
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